Friday, October 1, 2010

My Fear


my fear

when i'm alone i looked at myself into the mirror
i stared to the stars in the dark i clutch my bear

i keep saying to my heart 'no more fear and it will disappear'
but my heart full of fear, my eyes full of tears
yet i move on
im afraid of others opinion
im not yet a lion.

i feel so alone in this crowded world
i feel sick but my health is excellent
i sit in an old chair playing my guitar with a broken melody
it's all suffering

im all alone tonite
a candle slowly melts
sitting in the dark typing
and see my dog is sleeping

i am the cause of whatsoever is happening to me.
this world is just a mirror that i never wonder
accepting fear is insightful
and now i feel more grateful
(by; tina minarni cusaybha) ***